Woah. Long time, no posts again. And it will probably take another long time for the next post. Actually, there’s nothing to discuss about. All I know is that, I’m fuckin’ bored with my current life, compared to what I had last semester.

WAAAAA. I wanna scream and burst. I’m totally BORED.

BORED BORED BORED.

Same routine everyday, I’m so sicked of it. I don’t know how will I alter this kind of living. It really really really sucks. I wanna have some changes and the like. I wanna have some meaningful crossover. I wanna make ALTERATIONS. For good or the other, I don’t care, all I want is something to drive this boredom away on my life. It’s really annoying.

Seeing other people happy and contented with what are they doing, and you are left at the side, confused of thinking on how to amend my BORING life. What a fucking emo.

Hanging out all day, going anywhere – fuck. Is there any ways on how to relieve this stress? woah, and as the night strikes, alone at my dim room, having idle times. SHIT. I hate IDLE TIME, it colonizes my blank thoughts with memories that I don’t even want to recall. I’m tired of being STRANDEAD.

And then, what’s next? FUCK. BOREDOM DOMINATES. err-

Survey # 1:

1.Do you like to talk a lot?
-> if it would make sense

2. Do you love anyone now?
-> hell yeah, and i wanna stop this shit

3. Do you hate being scolded in
public?
-> who would love to?

4. Do you hate school?
-> sort of. now.

5. Do you hate yourself?
-> nah.

6. Do you find yourself cute?
->

7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf
right now?
-> not yet. tss

8. Do you smoke or drink?
-> drink lang..

9. Do you like your teachers?
-> —

10. Do you take drugs?
-> no.

11. Do you like going to the movies?
-> now.

13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
-> calling. if that’s coming from that one.

14. Do you eat every morning?
-> if there is time.

15. Do you go online everyday?
->

16. Do you want to cry now?
-> i want to burst

17. What are you doing now?
-> thinking of the shit.

18. What are you thinking of now?
-> THAT SHIT THINGY.

19. What are you listening to now?
-> none.

20. Who was the last person who sent
you a message?
-> my father.

21. Last time you got lonely?
-> NOW.

22. Last time someone made you happy?
-> recently.

23. Are you angry at someone?
-> yes. but i don’t want to.

24. Guitar or drums?
-> drums. drums. drums.

25. Do you love the people who make
you happy?
-> of course.

26. Do you believe in those people?
-> why wouldn’t i?

27. What is your target for this year?
-> to overcome my current dilemma

28. Do you rather shop alone or with
people?
-> now, i want to be alone. or be with that one.

29. Who do you hate now?
-> that one.

30. Who are your best friends?
-> JJ

31. Who are you missing now?
-> that one.

32. How are you feeling now?
-> down. down. down.

33. What can you say about your ex?
-> —

34. Are you single or taken?
-> SINGLE.

35. If you are single, are you enjoying
it?
-> NO.

36. Do you think your ex really loved
you?
-> yes. its overflowing.

37. Message to your enemy?
->

38. The most important thing in a
relationship?
-> adjustments.

39. Say something about alcoholism?
-> temporary relief. sighs.

40. Any advice to a friend you know
who has a problem?
-> hold on.

41. What can you say about “HATERS”?
-> —

42. Name a person you like to see
everyday.
-> that one.

43. You’re inlove with that person?
-> still.

44. Last tough question you answered?
-> #43

45. What did you answer?
-> still.

46. Do you have a lot of pic in your
friendster?
-> sort of.

47. Favorite place?
-> my dark room.

Survey # 2

1. Does it matter to you if your
boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
-> not really.

2. How about drinking?
-> same.

3. Do you want someone you cant have?
-> hell, yeah. tss.

4. If someone liked you right now,
would you want them to tell you?
-> if that would make a change.

5. Whats your favorite sport?
-> currently, table tennis.

6. Its Saturday night, you’re home
alone.. what do you do?
-> be an emo. surf the net and be curious.

8. Can you do the splits?
-> o.O

9. Do you like roller coasters?
-> not really.

10. When’s the perfect time to have a
bf/gf?
-> —

11. If you could date any celebrity,
who would it be?
-> Saab Magalona.

12. Whats your favorite bands?
-> BoysLikeGirls, HALE, Silent Sanctuary.

13. What are you doing this weekend?
-> not sure.

14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
-> as long as i love the food.

15. Do you usually fall for the right
or wrong girl/boy?
-> there’s no wrong love.

16. Have you ever hugged someone?
-> yep.

17. Ever kissed someone you weren’t
attracted to?
-> —

18. Do you like anyone right now?
-> like. like. like

21. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
-> legs.

23. Which do you prefer, beach or the
mountains?
-> ALONE AT BOHOL.

24. What kind of phone do you have?
-> nE65

26. Computer or laptop?
-> SLR Camera.

27. What is your favorite store?
-> —

28. Jeans or sweats?
-> jeans.

29. Which year has been the best so
far?
-> the last.

30. How old are you gonna be on your
next birthday?
-> 18.

31. What should you be doing right now?
-> studying.

32. What is your favorite tv show?
-> —

33. What’s been your last purchase?
-> cant gasp.

34. Are you attracted to girls/boy
that smoke?
-> it doesn’t matter.

35. Would you want a chill laid back
gf/bf or a party animal?
-> anyone will do. as long as there is love.

36. Have you ever fallen on your butt
in front of a crowd of people?
-> hmm. dunno.

37. Explain your dream car:
-> the one which has CR and Bed built in it.

38. What do you do when you’re at home?
-> anything my mind can gasp.

39. Whats your favorite subject?
-> none as of now.

40. What’s the best thing that happened
to you?
-> that one.

Survey # 3

1. The phone rings, who do you want it
to be?
? that one.

2. When shopping at the grocery
store, do you return your cart?
? no. )

3. If you had to kiss again the last
person you kissed, would you?
? yes, of course.

4. Do you take compliments well?
? cant say.

5. Do you play Sudoku?
? NO.

6. If abandoned alone in the
wilderness would you survive?
? Hope so.

7. If your house were on fire, what
would be the things you would save?
? all possible.

8. Who was the last person you slept
in the bed with?
? —

9. Who do you text the most?
? —

10. Favorite children’s book?
? —

11. Eye color?
? dark brown

12. How tall are you?
? ’bout 5′5 i think

13. If you could do it over again,
start from scratch, would you?
? sure. i would love to.

14. Any secret admirers?
? dont know.

15. When was the last time you were at
Serendra?
? nung concert ng jabba, kris allen at boyce ave. napadaan lang.

16. Favorite ex..?
? the last.

17. Where was the furthest place you
traveled?
? outer space.. (in my dreams)

18. Do you like mustard?
? yepz. specially with fries. )

19. Do you prefer to sleep or to eat?
? both love.

20. Do you miss anyone?
? SOBRA.

21. Can you do splits?
? —

22. What movie do you want to see
right now?
? veronika decides to die

23. What did you do for New Year’s
Eve?
? JUMP and think.

24 . Do you think The Grudge was
crappy?
? no. nakakagulat. lol

25. Was your mom a cheerleader?
? dunno.

26. What’s the last letter of your
middle name?
? ‘a’

27. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
? depende. 4-8

28. What do you wear to sleep?
? depende sa mood.

29. Is your hair straight or curly?
? straight.

30. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
? deep.

31. What’s on your mind right now?
? that one.

32. Current realization?
? many realizations. too late.

33. Any plans 4 tonight?
? none.

34. Whats your fav. song at the
moment?
? hero/heroine. and the songs that ‘that one’ used to play.

35 . Do you hate chocolate?
? why would i? twix !!

36 . What do you and your parents
fight about the most?
? —

37. Are you a gullible person?
? sort of.

38. Do you need a boyfriend /
girlfriend to be happy ?
? I NEED THAT ONE.

39. If you could have any job what
would it be?
? ARTISTA/director/writer/blogger/editor/ hahaha

40. Are you easy to get along with?
? sort of.

41. What is your favorite time of day?
? nocturne here..

42. Are you generally a happy person?
? yep. )

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I have been on vacation mode on blogging these past few months. Yeah, and it was really annoying. I badly missed blogging. And I missed all the stuffs that I have been doing back when I am still on my high school days – surfing the net with unlimited time; staying at the pc until I refused to and devoting most of my time in blogging stuffs. Those things were really missed, so bad that I don’t know where to start. LOL.

But anyways, I just decided to come up with a song review, why? Nothing so controversial, I just noticed the painful lyrics it has. Really painful that I felt the guilt touched my skin and as if it has poisoned my veins. Just by hearing and understanding what the lyrics is portraying, my heart pumped and as if it has clogged my arteries.

The guilt and culpability of the past let me turned uncomfortable and regretful. I should have recognize this song long before, long before it’s too late. But what should I do now is to start accepting what life has to offer. And I should be happy. There’s nothing much to grieve about except for the melancholic approach of this song. It’s rude but it’s not bitter. The true meaning of LOVE was unleashed and explained in a very very very good manner.

I hate the way you are
So mean to me by far
The most frigid girl
That I have ever known

You speak loudly but
When I’m not around
You’ll be just like them
So shallow and obnoxious

Please, that’s enough, that’s enough
Please, I’ve said this a million times before
And I’m sick

But all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that I care for is you

You said that you’d call
by the time you will be home
But you never did
You said you didn’t mean to

And now I am enraged
As if we were engaged
You made me realize
I’m just your alibi

Please, that’s enough, that’s enough
Please, I’ve said this a million times before
And I’m sick

But all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that I care for is you

And all that I need
And all that I breath
And all that I care for is you

I hate you

Tragic, but lesson-emitting and it’s really truthful. We should realize that not all the persons who scold us are all having bad intentions with us. Sometimes, they are given to us to make us realize our faults and our unwanted manners. We should be thankful because we still have the chance to make a change. Give thanks to the person who stabs you at front. Don’t be upset; just face the truth and learn to accept the harsh fact, it’s for your own good. You can’t notice your own faults, others are way more observant of your moves. This post is dedicated to the person who once told me that THE WALTZ by HALE is better than their The Day You Said Goodnight. Thanks, now I know. It was nicely done. Perfect. Thanks for being a part of JJ. You’re very much appreciated.

So, this page seemed to be on a vacation mode for a very long time. whew. Busy days are dominating, very overwhelming.

This post’s not for me, but for a friend. Xy, this one’s for you..hope you’ll like this mere by-product of my hallucination.

Ruler of your Emotion

Withstanding the pain that slowly weakens -

The heart, the brain, the soul.

Life’s inevitable, complex and vulnerable;

Yet, you have the guts to overcome it all -

the struggles, the undertakings and the calls of defeat that may hinder your way.

It’s pretty amazing.

The overwhelming response I conceive is dominating.

You’re a good ruler,

Ruler of your emotion.

Yes, you’re happy, cheerful and jolly;

but deep inside there’s more.

There’s an ultimate pinch of melancholy that makes you feel blue, unnoticeable.

A considerably called chameleon.

A different, good and one of a kind variety.

——–

Whenever the sun sets down,

There’s the hope of a new and brighter dawn.

That will make you believe that:

Everything has a purpose,

Everything is meant to be,

and that everything will just come and fade away.

The killing sounds of mourning from sufferings.

The droplets of water that slowly touch the ground.

Is it beaming?

Is it breaking?

The thread of life will still be unbreakable

And the only way out is to get through it all

With no heartaches.

Just plain contentment and acceptance will do. =)

I don’t know if you can call this a sonnet but it has fourteen lines peaceOut.

As you sit in silence, thinking of the unknown, wondering why,

I’ll be your shoulder to cry on, until your tears run dry.
Never will I allow any means to hurt you,

I’ll be sitting beside you, just as you always do.

When you’ve been hurt and can’t believe what they’ve done
If you need someone to talk to, I’ll be the one.
To wipe and shed your tears,

To mend and cloth your fears.

If someone hurts you, and it seems so hard to recover,
Bear in mind, I’m here, lending a helping hand, until the doubt gets over.

We’ll strongly fight the core of uncertainty,

And we’ll sturdily plant the seed of unity.

If constraints are getting so dominant
release your fright and start to pant.

Look for me and I’ll help you pursue,

Remember, burdens are lighter when carried by two,

I’ll be your brawling eagle

Your guide and guardian angel.

I’ll be your ears, I’ll be your eyes.

I’ll be anything your mind can gasp.

Above all, we’ll make both ends meet;
we’ll walk steadfast on our goal – an exalted Friendship.

Do you know what ‘click’ is? Yes, the verb ‘click,’ no more no less.

Click is the term used to depress and release a mouse button rapidly. But do you also know what is the capacity of a ‘click’? What is its impact to our lives? Well, a click can change our life, can nurture and expand our knowledge, and especially, it can link us to the world.

With a click at the internet icon, presto! You’re entering the cyberworld, the cyberlife, and you’re immediately being redirected to the world of social networks where making friends and being touched to your loved ones build an equilibrium.

Yes, communicating by means of cyberly-modified programs cuts the long distance barrier between a person and his loved ones. Internet provides the fastest and most convenitent way of communication, without travelling. It gives us the easiest and affordable means of interaction.

There are many valuable things that we can acquire from the internet. A click speaks louder. ^_^

With just a simple press you can be in. You can see the hidden world. You can see happiness though you’re alone. Whenever boredom strikes, you can find relief with this simple verb. Truly, even just one single click matters.

As my body departed my somewhat soft bed, an enigmatic feeling came in my thought. The decaying seed of yesterday’s failure keeps on haunting my senses. The unending wrath of my heart keeps on chaining loses at hand. How can I escape this pitiful labyrinth of darkness? Whew. I’m currently sitting along the shore, feeling the warm caress of the rough white sand, the pale moon is the only source of light, waves are crashing, a sign of an odd happening pending for occurrence.

I can feel the strong intense of loneliness inside, resulting in the formation of a droplet of water beside my glowing eye; a tear then existed and mysteriously opened some other world for me. As the other dimension’s door opened, I found myself wandering on an unfamiliar place. It was a little boy who caught my attention, I can’t clearly see his face, and all I noticed is that he’s being laid back by his peers, why? It all started when they’re talking about “what will they be?” in the future. A girl said she likes to be a nurse, the other girl said she likes to be a flight attendant, a naughty boy said he likes to be a chef. Now, it’s the boy’s turn, “I wanna be the Supreme Being, all of you will be under my power, you all, will bow your heads in my front and you’ll gonna give me your services.” I was stunned with his words, a strange outlook indeed. That’s the reason why the boy is being neglected. The boy was really upset; he’s really innocent why he likes to be what he wants. A very high-leveled dream. The boy shed tears, unaware that I watch every move he makes. Unexpectedly, he wiped his tears and gain courage to run. I don’t know where will he be going, I just followed him. Finally, we arrived at his destination – a shore. It was a familiar place now; I can see the sand where I always lay my tired body, the pale moon which gives me hope when I’m down and the pain-easing crashing waves. It’s my place, the place which have witnessed me when I’m happy and when I’m sad, it’s the place where I stay whenever I can’t hug my responsibilities. Yes, this is exactly my sanctuary, my haven…my place.

The boy’s talking to the spirit of the sea, unleashing all his hatred in the world; just like what I always do, I want to see his face, but I simply can’t, it’s very blurred and unnoticeable. I have heard all his sentiments, it’s like I’m watching my own video, I can relate on what he says, why? I merely don’t know why. I started to feel once again, the enigmatic aura in my veins, what is this I’m feeling now? My eyes are glowing; looking or even staring at the reflection of moon in the sea upon noticing his looks. His face – my face; the word identical crossed my mind. Yes, our faces show one attribute, one characteristic, one gene. I tried to come near him when I was awakened with reality. It was a dream, I’m currently sitting along the shore, I have realized why sometimes I’m being chilled out. Sighs… That’s a brilliant dream; the dream of my life; the dream of a strange being under this account. Geez.

A very much revealed intention, SHAMEFUL.

Have you heard something about the so-called con-ass thingy which was authored by 171 fucking legislators of our pitiful country? Absolutely, yes for sure. Yeah, it is indeed a very pathetic act. They [selfish congressmen] have now upgraded their true and dishonorable colors into apparently bleak ones.

It’s very much obvious that they only want things where they can benefit twice, trice or even on the nth degree of their basic salary. Why? Come to think of the amendments and programs they are setting aside just to satisfy their greediness. Even the Comprehensive Agrarian Reform Program (CARP) which is a very useful act was hanged and was set aside. It’s too much. Why rush the things where only few -or should I use ‘them’- will benefit, when there are programs which can change the lives of many Filipino poor into goodness? Isn’t that very alarming?

Those 171 congressmen don’t deserve the votes they have received, they are our representatives, thus, their decision must reflect those of ours. Prioritizing their own likes is such a crap. It should be people first, they were elected to serve not to be served. Charter Change OVER CARP, sounds so irritating isn’t it? Can Charter Change support the landless Farm Workers? Definitely, NO!

What made this act very wrong is that it was passed in a very faulty way. Why? Because many people are against of it rather than ones who are in favor.

As what is stated on The Philippine Online Chronicles:

“I am very apprehensive that if the passage of this urgent legislation is delayed further, trouble may break out. The farmers have waited long enough and they are feeling desperate,” said Senate minority leader Aquilino Pimentel. “Clearly, it is the interest of this administration and not of the nation that is brazenly being pushed here,” Senator Francis Pangilinan told gmanews.tv. “We will oppose this latest caper, this latest shameless attempt at mangling the Constitution to serve the Arroyo regime.”

The Senate on Monday approved its version of the extension bill for CARP. The five-year extension includes “P147 billion and institutes reforms in the acquisition and distribution of lands and strengthening support services.”

CARP expired in June 2008 and was extended until December 2008. It was then issued a joint resolution by Congress because of its failure to accomplish a new law to replace it, and was extended until June 2009. Congress will adjourn on Friday, June 5.

Clearly stated that only the house committee are in favor of this useless law. Good thing, the Senate is working on this crappy and shameful issue. Thanks.

Lesson: Let us be meticulous on picking the right candidate to serve us. Don’t be blinded by their charm, pick the right and appropriate. And lastly, double check if your place’s congressman can serve you in the most proper way. Happy Thinking!

Just hours ago, I fetched my sister and cousin, 4:28pm, at their school. Flag retreat was currently ongoing. I had no choice but to take off my hat (patriotic much?) XD. I’m ashamed of the reactions the teachers there might have, if I did not took it off (they know me very well). Yeah, that’s the reason, Being patriotic is not on the list, I admit that I am a member of Dr. Jose Rizal’s so-called ’smelly fish group’, besides, (in the youth nowadays’ eyes) It’s a martyr act (corny much but it’s right).

Honestly, I don’t like it to go that way (really), that being martyr is a cheap (pinoy slang) or embarassing act (uber corny much, its too much) It’s like, a person-trying-to-be cool, but ultimately very uncool indeed, and often even extremely embarrassing. Just like what Avril Lavigne’s complicated says, ‘trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me’. Very unpatriotic.

Back to the fetching scenario, the whole time the Philippine National Anthem was playing, no vehicle showed respect, no driver cared to stop . You can see no trace of a patriotic aura even on passers-by. Students were very eager…not to sing but to go home. Sad, indeed, worse than economic recession (agree?)

Oh, June 12 is nearly approaching (A true filipino must know what’s with this day) By the way, we should now start to see the world around us. Let us be aware what is the past, present and future of our country. The saying ‘past is past’ is a crap in terms of love of country. We should at least give credits and respect to the heroes we owe. Be proud! I AM A FILIPINO.

Happy Independence Day! ^_^